Living with a chronic illness Sjogrens, Lupus Fibro MCTD
Friday 5 May 2017
Living with autoimmune blog 8
Since my last blog not much has changed apart from the fact that I've just got used to having autoimmune diseases, and learning to live with them everyday.
The shock and upset of diagnosis has gone, which I knew it would eventually, and I'm glad it has as you can't live your life upset and worried constantly.
For those of you that don't know, I have Sjogrens, Lupus, Fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis & DDD....so far....
I also manage a group on facebook for UK citizens called Sjogrens support UK.
We now have over 1300 members, who I support and they support me.
I was diagnosed with mixed connective tissue disease around 9 years ago.
MCTD is an umbrella name for lots of different autoimmune diseases and I should say that they dont usually come alone.
So over the years I've found out i have other AI's from symptoms I've had, and no doubt I will find more!
It's really difficult to know sometimes what symptom is for which one? As they all mimick each other.
I know the dry mouth and eyes are Sjogrens and the sensitive to touch and burning is Fibro but the problem is the medication for Fibro gives you a dry mouth, infact other Meds give so many side effects too that sometimes it's better not to have the Meds!
My problem has always been that my liver dosent tolerate alot of the Meds so I can't take most of them anyway.
I'm happy to say though that in Dec last year (2016) I did get rid of one of my biggest problems and that was my gall bladder, I had lots of gall stones probably caused by autoimmune disease, and the pain was horrendous, I've not had pain like that before, and I don't want it again!
So that pain has gone now but Ive now noticed i can't take my cocodamol for pain anymore as it gives me a different pain, like a bile duct pain? It goes into spasm, which i will be seeing my gp for as I can only take tramadol and that's not good to have all the time, and it keeps me awake at night, it's like I've had 20 Coffees!
I do worry that if I have the good stuff now then in years to come it won't work on me and then what will I take for Pain?................? Exactly!
I started out on 25mg of amitriptyline 7 years ago and I'm now on 100mg as I've got used to it, I mean 100mg!!!
And I do get pain, everyday, pain pain Pain, and I don't know from which illness it is as they can all cause pain, (see what i mean?)
I think the worst pain is my legs, I get this everyday without fail, it's like deep bone pain.
And it takes ages to go, I keep my legs warm and that helps.
And I get headaches too, although not so bad now I have the amitriptyline and a daith piercing, yes a piercing.
It's really helped, just was sceptical at first but thought why not at least give it a go, so I did and I'm so glad I did as it's worked, and it's a very nice piercing!
If you suffer with bad headaches I highly recommend you try the daith, it works on a pressure point in the ear.
Anyway that's enough from me, and I promise not to leave it too long for the next blog.
Thanks for reading
Charlie x
Wednesday 25 May 2016
Life & it's struggles blog 7
Well its been a while since I blogged, life just takes over, the weeks have been flying by and now we are nearly in June!
So what's been happening?
Well im having more tests done, ive been passed from a gastro specialist to a neurologist, and im having a tilt table test, a what? I head you say..... well basically I'm going to strapped to a bed and have the bed tilted whilst hooked up to machines to see if my blood pressure goes nuts! It's because I've been going dizzy and getting palpitations, usually after standing up.
They're looking for symptoms of POTS Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome.!!!!
Why such a long words! Is it it bad enough to be coping with these conditions let alone having to say what they're called too 😂
But I suppose it could be worse, and very boring.
So along with that I've been having pains in my stomach and round to the right, yep the liver again!
My very lovely gp Dr Haining arranged a ultrasound and the result was that I have lots of gall stones caused by.....yep autoimmune disease! It has a lot to answer for! !!
On a positive note my fabulous group Sjogrens Support UK is now 3 years old and has 950 members!!! So so proud.
I've been thinking lately (thats never good)
All that we go through, our friends and family, and some plot us really do get dealt a crap hand, ive tried to put myself in their shoes and quite frankly im happy being me, I can say oh look at them they don't have a stupid illness to contend with but usually they have worse to deal with, some have lost children, some have lost loved ones, some are dying and some have been left by their partners, its happening all around me,
And its horrible.
So much so that I've really been questioning life lately. (Thats definitely not good!)
Maybe it comes with age but I feel I'm experiencing alot lately.
And learning constantly. (That is good😃)